Commitment to Myself

The easiest thing would be to turn around and go home to a cozy couch and hot mug of tea, I thought to myself as I stood on the edge of the creek.

The creek was higher. I remembered it had rained a lot recently.

I hesitated. There were less rocks to cross on than last time. Plus, it was snowing. I could get wet and cold.

I had made plans with myself to hike last Friday afternoon because I’ve committed to hiking more this year.  I would be the only one who would know if I didn’t hike.

Finally, I decided to take my chances. If I fell in, I would turn around and go home.

I didn’t fall in.

I made it across and enjoyed a magical walk in the solitude of the snow.

The creek reminded me of how often I hesitate. I can take the easy option, or I can try for what I really want. Just like last Friday, when I take the risk, I’m often rewarded. Remembering my commitment to myself and my purpose for hiking that day is what kept me going.